
Alan Strang from Equus
INFJ
by Rebecca
requested by @partlycloudyday
Introverted Intuition (Ni)
“I wish I was a cowboy. They’re free. They just swing up and then it’s miles of grass…”
Alan demonstrates a complicated but intense inner world that causes his to develop a religion toward horses and break out into violence. Throughout the play, the sources of Alan’s religion become clear, stemming from certain and definitive sources. Though unusual and unique to Alan himself, the development of his horse worship comes from riding a horse when he was young and stories from his mother. Alan’s religion is full and complex, with its own internal rules and concepts that he accepts fully. His inner self is so disconnected from the rest of the world that it becomes something completely its own.Extroverted Feeling (Fe)
“She did it! Not me. It was he idea, the whole thing!…She got me into it!”
Though Alan is undoubtedly unique, he forms understandings of the world through the thoughts and actions of other people. Much of what Alan says and does can be traced back to the complicated relationship of his parents. With a highly religious mother and an atheist father, the strain over religion has characterized his life for some time and materializes in creation of his own religion for Equus. He is attracted to Jill, and ends up giving in to what she wants much of the time, wanting her reciprocated affection. Despite his unusual tendencies that separate him from the rest of the world, he is still highly affected by others, with their own thoughts and desires.Introverted Thinking (Ti)
“Who said ‘Religion is the opium of the people’?”
Alan is remarkably observant, to the point he is quickly and easily able to make conclusions for himself. He quickly ascertains the patterns in the mental hospital, in particular realizing that Dysart is missing passion in his life. Though he cannot figure out everything, Alan is able to push Dysart to reveal much of his own problems and sometimes avoid telling his own truths. His inner world (Ni) has its own internal structure, with consistent rules that all connect within Alan’s mind. To outside observer’s, Alan’s actions do not make sense – but Dysart getting inside his mind makes his internal thoughts clear.Extroverted Sensing (Se)
“I couldn’t take my eyes off them. Just to watch their skins. The way their necks twist, and sweat shines in the folds…”
Many of Alan’s problems stem from his difficulty interacting with the physical world, particularly with confused messages about sexuality. His obsession with horses, alongside its highly spiritual component, is also highly sexualized and focused on the sensual experience of riding a horse. When he discusses horses, he talks about the sensual, immediate aspects of it first, and then these lead him to a more general reverence (Ni). However, he also seems to be frustrated with the superficiality of modern society, from their focus on brands to all kinds of men seeing a pornographic film. He seeks something more raw and real, which is what he finds within his personal religion toward horses.








